Tuesday, May 2, 2006 10:23 PM

At this current moment, this particular period in history, i have this gut-wrenching weird feeling in my gut... why? i have an idea why though it need not be said...
I always wonder about stuff, about life and death, about living, breathing and why on earth do we exist on this face of this earth? Why do we live this life that only bring us misery more than it brings happiness... or is my statement false? that there is more meaning to life? Nevertheless, somehow, this is related to my uneasy queasiness... so the only answer i can find is God... nothing more nothing less. he is EVERYTHING....
Okays, on to happier issues, me and pui went shopping for not one, not two but six, yes you heard me right, SIX people's birthday present!!!! Who exactly are these six, well, you will know sooner or later ^^.
Urgh... i feel that feeling again. nevermind... hmm, went for magic exco interview today. think i kinda messed up >.> but heck... there is only like 9 yr ones... which is kinda pathetic. and similiar to my old cca which also have 9 people sustaining it. (oh and did i mention $300 in the treasury) hahas. and since my cca was closing down after my year, we split the 300, getting around $30 each. cool ne?!
Nevertheless, i hope i get chosen for exco... if not, nvm. Oh and maybe you notice my change of avatar. i must put the disclaimer that i DID NOT do a single bit of designing onto it hence not mine watsoeva (it was copied wholesale from a portion of a wallpaper =))
Read vampire knight manga vol 1 and 2 too. super nice! *.* can't wait for book three. in the meantime, i wonder what zig zag the manga is about. hmm...
I also went shopping not for the presents but for clothes. Bought 4 sets of clothing - two shirts, two shorts. One of the shirts was really cheap! $5 only and it's very nice! unfortunately (or fortunately?), i bought it with pui so we bought the same shirt lol. Hence if i wanna wear and meet her or sth, better tell her. Otherwise we wear the same shirt XD. also, i bought a black halterneck which looks nice and was going at $8. this one was bought with my mum. Finally, the two shorts were two for $20 and this was also bought with my mum hahas.
And all these shopping ate up my saturday and sunday (be grateful all those receiving the gifts we so specially chosen! Got a lot of calculations to do also XD)
So all was left was Monday, LABOUR DAY! where despite its name, i did not do anything labourous hahas. just went to cut my hair before returning home and attempted to do my final PI which i later abandoned to read my Jack the Ripper book. Later that evening, did maths sigma notation, chatted online and went to sleep. (oh but i did do the cover page for our grp file)
And that Jack the Ripper book? I planned to continue reading it BUT unfortunately, going to the tj library after school today with lifang, i realised that they couldn't let me borrow it as they were doing STOCK TAKING! I'm starting to hate that word a lot. urgh! Nevertheless, after tearfully parting with the book i have yet to finish but with the promise of borrowing it after 19 May due to the fact i've reserved it, i went to eat with lifang before she went for this chinese talk on dunno what warfare (ewwww...) and i went to the library ALONE waiting for MAGIC to start... Lionel came along later at around 3 and we did hw until 3:30 where we went to wake Jevon up and call Aiysha along as we made our way to the MAGIC room aka the interview... though i didn't think about it so much until the current exco was like "okay Denise, now your turn for the interview. Go to the next room" I was first one somemore! Nevertheless, i bravely walked into the "interrogation" room (it TRULY looked like it!!) and began my interview. i gave some lame answers here and there and a few "i'm not very sure" statements lol. so yah, hence why i think i messed up.
I think this entry is kinda mixed up but it more or less captured the gifs of what happened this past few days. Should update more to make it clearer ne... never seem to be able to find time to do so...>.<
Oh and i'm joining salsa for the tj sports carnival lasting from 24-26 May. =) Glad i managed to drag Ishaan to join me hahas. since lifang, amy and co ABSOLUTELY refused to join with me ^^. I really wanna learn salsa so yays!
URGH! Time to do PI. PLUS there is like there is Dynamics Lecture test this fri (which is only half day DESPITE Tj being a polling centre T.T Somemore does not affect me as my lessons finish at 11:55 and their half day means lessons until 12:50!!!)
OH YAH! and rmb to go to "muses". I added one whole "essay" on this one day experience after coming home from school (after sports day which was a horrible yet okay day depending on how you look at it hahas). wished i got a camera phone then i would have the picture to support the image i tried to bring across.... wait... Ara??!!! I LOST IT!!! NOOOOO!!!! Oh well, when (if)i find it i'll upload it. ^^;;
................the heart is like a wild beast isn't it not? Wandering, roaming, hungry. (this is just one of the things that only i understand what it truly means hahas) |